sometimes

...my head is completely full of frustration even though my face belies calm confidence
...my heart hurts from the pain of wanting something so badly even though my actions indicate i have no troubles
...my body runs around like a maniac while my soul simply begs for a rest
...i fail to communicate anything near what i mean, even though my sharp retorts tell others that i'm laying it all out


ed. note: if i were to read this on another person's blog i would totally think to them, 'man the fuck up and get over yourself'. rest assured that i am 100% rolling my eyes at my own emo-ness right now.